i live for music, it is my passion. i have very few close friends, and i would do anything for them. trust is something you will probably never get from me, because it usually gets broken. i am the most loyal person you will ever meet in your life. some of my best friends make music that my ears are married to. i am terrified of loss, rejection, and drowning. insomnia gives me the prettiest rings under my eyes. i cling to the past. cities are my eternal comfort zone. my parents are the two most amazing people ive ever been able to know. i have an obsession with asian culture & speak some chinese. my head plays songs all the time, and sometimes skips. i manage a band, and set up shows and promote for tons of bands. this is your fad, this is my lifestyle. living on the road with boys. i do strange things in public just to see how many heads i can turn. its all about shock value. i crave sushi, voices in my ear, and dark corners an unhealthy amount. the human heart astounds me. i love to learn, but despise the fact that i am forced to pay to sit in a classroom and listen to someone vomit words at me to prove that i am worthy of a job.(scottie) my favorite time is when i’m wide awake and everyone around me is resting their little heads. i talk on the phone because voices tend to comfort me. almost everything i touch, i lose. i only drink out of mugs or bottles, not cups. reading about tragedy makes me physically ill, but i watch the news. i always wear my hood up. the stars amaze me and i am always looking at them. the smell of fruit makes me smile. i will not go barefoot unless i’m in the water. the kids i grew up with are superstars. i eat tortilla chips like you’d never believe. words mean too much to me, and they affect me a great deal more than they should. i never have and never will give a shit about what other people say or think about me. my major should be chaos. i am nice to everyone and meeting new people is my favorite pastime. my goal is to meet 100 new people every year. i have not missed my goal since i was 14. you will never know the whole story.